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The fever is spiking as waves roll over me
like paper cranes on a tinsel ocean

The sky is electric convulsive bands of synthetic plastic
thickly coated metallic paint too slick to be believably still

Shocking circuits strike the floor and sounds punch my face
The heat is stifling in the thick, unmoving insulated air
That subtly shifts

As a frequency slashes through seams of thunder
Breaking the floor
Striking dirt with a force that muds my eyes and mouth
With a transient taste of sound sucking paste
Stuck to tonsils of soured songs

How many missions of worshipping Christians can any one heathen live to withstand?

Visits at late
Are an uneasy wait

Laughing with
resisting, revealing, trading, and dealing

Mechanical score
Ear shattering bore
Money is burning
Dizzy, I inch toward the floor

Where is the door?

My ears want to bleed but I am frozen
Witness to the slaughter of delicate sound waves
I am not moving but farther and farther, and farther
I am resisting until I can see and I can no longer hear
How close I am in distance

This passionless vision of canned credibility
And force-fed fat of conscientious cannibalistic ritual
My faithful dreams of luminous organic sounds
Contrast with volts of electrical medicinal humility

This is the moment where music becomes catabolic healing
And tugs at my sleeves and
I succumb to Godless want and fevered desperation
No prospect of salvation

Where illuminations are full of travels and
mirrors reflect images that no on can see
They are tied to souls
Thirst is growing, consuming.
My throat is full of dirt and confusion

A soiled kiss of foul intent and outgrown innocence
What can I believe when the sweet proclamations
I hear are illusions brought by being handicapped with sight?

This contagion will swallow the fever’s flame and
My thoughts attempt to focus on the mirages and
Will them into water that will never be
I am malnourished rationality
Indulged on sugar affected interest and concern

Do you hear me?
But you are not listening.

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